horsesandsockz

So I put my cigarette down and I left the train. It was a long ride. But it was deal-able. *** I walked off when my stomach started to growl. I went to the local bar across the street from the train station. Just as I was about to reach for the door, I turned around to look at the city of Tokyo. This was my life now.   I took my beer and put my songbook in my hands. This bar totally sucked. It was so quiet and boring. Everybody looked so boring and tired. I needed some rock. I got my guitar out and started playing. *** I made at least 87 bucks in cash, but tat still was cheap to me. I mean come on! How about a million! *** I

Dear Jun, I don't know how I am gonna survive in this house anymore. I have made my decision already. I am coming to Tokyo to make my dreams come true. I want to be like Nana in her manga! I want to be the next rock star. I want to live the life of luxury. It seems easy. That's all I really need to be myself again. If I have to hear my older sister complain about her stupid love life again, I will shove my guitar up her ass and see how she likes it. Haha! Anyway, my dad is still having sex with every girl he see's. I still need to know how he is making the money. Who gives actually, he isn't important. He doesn't even know I'm gone sometime